I actually started this blog forty five minutes ago, but then I looked at my feet and realized I needed a pedicure and drove over to the nail salon. Grace Nails actually, the cheapest most ghetto salon out of all the many salons in Mahopac. Every time I go there to get somthing did a shenaigon always happens involving the asian workers. Last Feb 13 annie marissa and me got our nails done there (for valentines day ya know how we do) and the two guys there got in this fight over a nail file that one guy thought the other stole, the language barrier kind of blocked me from understanding but the one guy kept repeating "RI'm not Rupid!!!" There are only two days left of highschool for me and before Bonnaroo. I have mixed feelings about highschool ending. I'm glad I'm in the middle though, I'm not devestated or overjoyed that it is over. You can't hate highschool, its a necessary evil for shaping character. (Feel free to hate Middleschool though) I prefer people who didn't have it easy breezy beautiful cover girl in mhs and mms. In a town infested with tanning salons pizzarias and nail salons (which I patronize frequently) to be popular is not an accomplishment. Still when I hear friends like annie say that they are so glad that highschool is over and couldn't care less about leaving it .....idk theres a lot to miss, maybe thats just me but I think people will realize that a lot more once they leave. When I visited the Middle school for the first time in 4ev to shoot some pictures for this campaign project in gov I was surprised how much I missed it. Middle school was a horrible time where everyone kinda sucked and was really boring. Everyone was so self conscious and worried about not acting like a kid anymore that no one had their own interests or would act like an idiot. Still an epoch of your life doesnt have to be happy for you to miss it. I wouldn't be the bitch I am today if everyone wasnt such a butch in middleschool. Id proll still be a gem..sigh. Oh well all gems are going to get defiled sooner or later and probaly sooner. The College boys of next year will destroy the pure hearts of the gems of 08, but gem boys are forever!!..until they destroy themselves that is. Tmw I need to do all my pre bonn bonn shopping and its time for a wax! This may sound a lil masochistic but waxes are kinda fun, yes there is the whole pain thing but the situation is just so embarassing that its funny. Last month having a korean lady that I can "rav rex now" was a lil buck. The whole time the situation was going on I was laughing most of it was like a nervous laugh similar to the laugh annie gives when she tells you she can't hang out with you. I feel bad for the ladies who have to do that job, like really. Last thursday Just was with me for an enitre day which was a bit of a mistake because every group of people I hung out with heard me being called a secret slut! Which is fuckin slander!