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There are two types of fun

ephemeral fun, you go to a house party or parking lot of the strip mall of your choice and you chill and you have fun while it lasts and when you go home you feel empty like you are wasting your life

Then there is the type of fun that you have and it ends like all fun but you go home and you are happy and you can lay in your bed with your kitten under your chin and blog about it.

I've been having a lot of fun lately and it has been the latter.

Not to sound like 9th grade trendy slang but today was really random. I babysat shopped and a guy at macys tricked me into getting a credit card and gave me his phone number. Well I canceled my credit card which i had for 2 hours cuz my mother wouldnt stand for such things. Later i did a work out class with bosco which was kinda intense and i want to do one every day. 

One time on Arthur DW ate a green potatoe chip and thought that she only had a little while to live. On the episode the annoying fat bully named binky who actually had a good heart and was really sensitive also ate one. Well in the 15 minutes episode they both starting seizing their days and binky took dance lessons despite what his bully peers would say about him and i forgot what dw did becuz she was a really annoying character. Well in three childish attempts at diviniation for lols this past week It has been fortold that i will die a tragic death sometime in the next few years. I hope i wont die but maybe i should believe it to some extent. Everyone dies and the loss of youth is just as tragic which everyone will face. All Im saying is that maybe a lil memento mori wouldn't be so bad becuz its partly true no matter what. I already carpe diam it up all day check out my facebook if you dont believe me. im not gunna live as if each day is my last and do gay things like sky dive and like do something radical and random as if they will make my life more meaningful and could define my life more than a moment spent walking to the buses after school or talking to someone or smiling at a stranger could. Great and differnet expereinces are good for you and can inspire you but speaking from experience Africa for me was a beautiful experience but  trivial moments like texting someone or reading a book have affected me just as much. All im trying to say is I wanna have a lot of experiences in my life but id do that anyway if id die in less than 10 years id wanna make things count by appreciating everything more.

thats all